Lost my core group of friends

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Thank you so much for all your replies. Kensington, you are so wise

I behaved badly by

I'm wondering when you say you acted badly what did you do? Without that it's very hard to advise you what to do to try make some amends or even if you should try at all.

Vino. When I heard about the one friend who gossiped and what she actually said, I said it to the other girls on the group when we were out walking. I told them I betrayed/upset I was, especially as I had been so good to that particular girl in the group over the years. They said they "adore X" and not getting involved. I said I didn't expect them to take sides, just to see how hurt I was. They said I should just let it go as "X" is a sweetheart, etc..... . I did drop it but I was slowly but obviously ghosted. Then a few weeks later, they all went on holiday together. Something we all did together once a year.